Posted by Jill | Posted in Uncategorized | Posted on 23-01-2010
Tags: umagathapa, uriel klieger
Lunar New Year Party tonight. I should be excited and happy.
Why do I feel pain in my heart. It hurts. My heart is breaking to million pieces, again. Why? Why am I missing Uriel this much? I thought I’m beginning to care less. Why this sudden rush of emotion?
I hate this. I hate not being in control. I hate that no matter how hard I try, Uriel won’t talk to me. This sadness and loneliness is so unbearable. I’m surrounded by friends and family and people that love me, yet I can’t enjoy it because the one person I love won’t talk to me. =( Life is cruel. People are cruel. =(
If I were a Jew, Uriel would never treat me this way…